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- Taken on 21 January 2012

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希望如此!
(:

-Taken on 31 Dec 2011
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Happy Chinese New Year!

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那些你很冒險的夢…

當兩顆心開始震動
當你瞳孔學會閃躲
當愛慢慢被遮住只剩下黑
距離像影子被拉拖

當愛的故事像聽說
我找不到你單純的面孔
當生命每分每秒都為你轉動
心多執著就加倍心痛

那些你很冒險的夢 我陪你去瘋
摺紙飛機 碰到雨天 終究會墜落
太殘忍的話我只說 因為愛很重
你卻不想懂 只往反方向走

當愛的故事像聽說
我找不到你單純的面孔
當生命每分每秒都為你轉動
心有多執著就加倍心痛

那些你很冒險的夢 我陪你去瘋
摺紙飛機 碰到雨天 終究會墜落
太殘忍的話我只說 因為愛很重
你卻不想懂 只往反方向走

我不想放手 你放開的左手
歷來的放縱 我再不會變空
捂住了淚了都已再也不回頭

那些你很冒險的夢 我陪你去瘋
摺紙飛機 碰到雨天 終究會墜落
太殘忍的話我只說 因為愛很重
你卻不想懂 只往反方向走
你真的不懂 我的愛已降落

No questions or theme are given nor provided for FYP.
Is free and easy.
Basically, I am welcome to propose anything that I want to lecturers.
But this way, it is too hard for me.
Sigh, sigh, sigh!

Help!!???

To be frank, I do have an idea.
The idea that I thought of doing it during my O level…
Which was 3 or 4 years ago??? or 5 years? LOL! not so sure! =x
I did tried to do that time, but failed. LOL!
Should i execute it out this time???
Got to need some time to consider!

With my ability now, it should be no problem if i start planning everything now as the process of planning would be really hard to do everything out properly!
ARGH!!!

Talk to my friends, they said that idea is good.
Got to convince myself about certain things before I decide on doing it.

Meanwhile, I need some support! (: (: (:

午夜　在上海的街
誤會　她不告而別
雨水　我回頭一瞥
這荒誕的夜　和激動的淚

早就該注意的　最近她又是怎麽了
長髮不見了　口紅變深了
眼裡鋪開著一層苦澀
我從來都不覺得　哪裡是我沒做好的
也許她累了　或許她倦了
我卻還不知道　她哪一段錯開了我

多情是男人的罪
蘭花似女人的美
徘徊在深夜　殘留的香味
縈繞在整條大街
多情的男人無罪
太美的女人禍水
就算我找到這個安慰
一切　無法挽回

早就該注意的　最近她又是怎麽了
長髮不見了　口紅變深了
眼裡鋪開著一層苦澀
我從來都不覺得　哪裡是我沒做好的
也許她累了　或許她倦了
我卻還不知道　她哪一段錯開了我

多情是男人的罪
蘭花似女人的美
徘徊在深夜　殘留的香味
縈繞在整條大街
多情的男人無罪
太美的女人禍水
就算我找到這個安慰
一切　無法挽回

多情是男人的罪
蘭花似女人的美
徘徊在深夜　殘留的香味
縈繞在整條大街
多情的男人無罪
太美的女人禍水
就算我找到這個安慰
一切　都　無法挽回

Went countdown with fB at cityhall! It was a nice experience. But poor Wilson only get to meet us after 12mn. Oh wells!
That’s all for now! Am very tired now! Nights!!!!! <3

我一定要在开学前想好，因为我不想影响结下的日子。
但，我能做到吗？
这真是个谜啊！。。。

我不想想那么多，只想一个人静一静。。。

这次真的比什么都还痛与伤心呀！
怎么办才好？

我天真的以为爱情是唯一的出口，永远。。。学不会。。。

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学不会
曲Composer：林俊杰
词Lyricist：姚若龙

你的痛苦 我都心疼 想为你解決
挡开流言 紧握你手 想飞奔往前
我相信爱 能证明一切
夠真心 会超越时间
多付出 也多了喜悦 让幸福蔓延

总是学不会 再聪明一点
记得自我保护 必要时候讲些 善意谎言
总是学不会 真爱也有現实面
不是谁情愿 就能夠解決

一次争吵 一个心結 累積著改变
內心疏远 足夠秒殺 外表多浓烈
才发现爱 不代表一切
再真心 也会被阻绝
这世界 天天有诡雷 隨时会爆裂

还是学不会 少浪漫一点
拼命著想的事 未必帶來感动 或被感谢
还是学不会 解释我最伤 最累
痛死都不愿 怪谁

把每段痴情苦恋 在此刻排列面前
也感觉 不埋怨 只怀念

总是学不会 再聪明一点
记得自我保护 必要时候讲些 善意谎言
不是学不会 只是觉得爱 太美
值得去沉醉 流泪

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关于爱情，我们永远都是新手。。。

留下一些， 带走一些， 改变一些， 被改变一些。。。
而学不会的， 也许是你最坚持或最难割舍的那些。。。

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也许，就是这样。。。
（：
可是，不能永远学不会哦！
大家一起加油吧！

就这样，我不断地更换认识的人，也不断地使自己进入不认识的人们之中去。 我既不悲观，也不乐观，只是每天早上睁开眼睛迎接新的一天， 一个人努力过下去。。。

Lost N Found.

Everything still goes on (:

You’re The Apple Of My Eye…

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那些年，我們一起走過的時光。。。
(:

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December.

Shadow.

Spicy Grilled Chicken Burger from Swensen’s

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Just to share a bit of pictures that I took during my exam today.

Around my workspace:

My first small size installation? Or rather, a 3D work?
Title: Paradoxical Space

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I guess, that’s the end of this post.
=/
Gonna sleep early today.
Been sleeping less than 2 hours each day for the past two weeks or so.

So much things had happened. and I don’t know where to start…

School, very hectic. It’s driving me mad. Seriously mad. And when I don’t understand the question, or the work that I am working at, I feel more irritated and stuck. I am like lost in the middle of the forest. When I asked my classmates, everyone tried to explain but I still find myself lost. What am I supposed to do now? I knew that kind of work is one of my weakest point. I am trying very hard.

Few weeks ago, I cried in school. it was my first time in Nafa. Not because of stress, but is about being bullied? I am not sure if it is considered “bullied” or not. =/ I had endured for a very long time about what they did to me. And that day, I guess, I had reached my limit. It’s a very long story. Problems are now solved. Obviously, it wasn’t me who solve it. I didn’t dare to voice out anything. Really thanks to Reena and QiYang and others who helped me. I really appreciated. They really used “actions” to support me and to help me. Whenever I think about it, I smiled to myself and that I had meet such awesome people in my school!

Home, very messy. Yes, I am happy that we got new toilets to use, new televisions to watch at, new sofa to eat, new bed etc. But it is affecting my school work. Sometimes I really wonder why my parents choose this timing. But again, whatever timing they choose, it’s going to affect me and my sister who are studying. There wasn’t any water one day and there wasn’t electricity another day. Epic. We used candles and torchlight. There was one week whereby I need to sleep over at my cousin house as there was not enough space in my house to sleep. Lol. That week, i wasted a lot of time. I can’t do my work till very late like what I usually did. Got to sleep early like at 10.30pm the earliest. Everyday got to eat outside. Really get sick of the food already. Every time eat near-by food. Aiyo. Oh wells! I hope everything can end soon!

Good things do happened. My cousin finally gave birth to my niece and name her, Lisa. But sigh. Bad thing followed. She is hospitalised because of some problem. I feel very upset and worry. I even cried. It is like.. for a baby who is just about 14 days old had to go through all those. I sincerely pray for her and bless her that she will recover soon!

Friends, gaps are wider. I thought that I could meet out friends for dinner at this period of time when my house is under renovation, but no… My school work load don’t really allow. There is too much to do. i don’t think is about time management though. I still try to meet from time to time, but it’s getting hard to have a timing that i am free and that they are free. Hmmm… and therefore I feel that the gap between me and my friends are having a gap lately. Sometimes i don’t even have time to sms to anyone. Year three, no joke. Sigh. But i guess, can’t blame anyone on it. Hmmm.. Perhaps sometimes being alone is better. Maybe I am just too sensitive. Never mind, I should just keep to myself.

Exams are coming! Next week there are two critiques again. I can’t take it! It’s sooo cramp. Got to endure another one more month and I will be free for a short break!!

Many things had happened.
Friends’ birthday, house renovations and school work load!
OMG!
I am very stress!!
Didn’t really come by my blog recently. Feel so bad about it

House renovation, yes, yes.
Gonna have new kitchen, new televisions, new sofa, new door for the house and rooms and new toilets(:
No home-cooked food for one month plus, eating outside food till near end of October.
MSGs!! LOL!

School work load is driving me crazy. Deadlines are hard to meet. And I hate Critiques!!!! If there is no critique, things will be much more easier and I wouldn’t be so stress up with anything. Seriously, I am not coping well. And I am feeling very lost. I am reaching for help.

Oversea Degrees are opening their applications already. Another “stress” to add on. OMG.
Can I really pull through all these? Sigh.

This Song is in Latin.
Personally, I think the lyrics really touched my heart.
(:

Latin/ Japanese                                                  English Translation

No time for everything except school.
Year 3.

I am asking myself one thing.
Am I doing what I like now?
Don’t worry, I don’t mean about my school or studies.
I am questioning my ideas for my work and fyp.
I believe that I need to choose the right theme for my work, the theme which I really like and have ideas for.
For it, I am lost.
I hope it’s just for the time being.

Pray hard.

24 hours a day?
This is definitely not enough!
But one thing which I need to be grateful is that, I only have lessons on Mondays to Thursdays!!!
LOL!
Friday is a day whereby I can rest or go back to school for work(:
But to be frank, I am not happy with the studio arrangement. It wasn’t what it was told to everyone.
Oh wells!!!

Took few hours train from Rome to Florence. The ride wasn’t bad. And I managed to take a nap too(:

Took some pictures while I was seating in the train and as the train went…

Finally we reached Florence!! YAY!

Walked the Hotel which was soooo near the train station where we alighted. The hotel was very beautiful. Felt so regretful that i didn’t take any photos of the hotel The breakfast that we had there was great too!

Started our journey after having our lunch(: hehe!

There were a lot of people, or rather tourists crowding over here. A lot of them were queuing up to go inside but because of time constrain, our group did not go in. But the “outside” is really very beautiful.

This is kinda scary. Feeding of pigeons.

Cute little car(:

Crossing the river…

Cute doorbell(:

The start of the two hours journey to view the sunset. Tiring but worth of great views!

Fake branded goods.

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It was then that we realized that we could walk another route whereby we will reach in 30mins time instead of 2 hours! >.< But well, I guess the two hours walk is worthwhile. Hehe! It was like.. we had walk ¾ of Florence!~ HAHAHA!

Next stop: Venice!~

31 May 2011, Tuesday. 

First stop at Italy, Rome.
Took the morning flight, Singapore timing at 9.40am, 30 May 2011.
Reached Rome in the early morning. Eh, i forgot what time =x

The sky was not bright yet.
The weather was cold, wind was quite strong.

Our group stayed in Hotel in Rome. The schedule was very, very tight. And frankly, we had got only one day here. The next day, we got to head over to Florence. Got to walk around Rome very preciously

Headed over to the Hotel, got a shower and breakfast. Then hurried and started our trip. It was a bit tiring after the plane ride but got to endure a bit here and there.

Walked to the nearest bus-stop which was quite a long distance from our hotel and next, we sat at to the nearest train station.

First destination, The Sistine Chapel.

It was sooooo beautiful!

So happy to see this work!!!!
(:

Next destination, the Vatican Museum!

Famous work!

The ceilings are really very beautiful! I don’t know how they painted them!

The VERY famous work.

We are not allow to talk or take photos here, but I did a fast shot.
=x
It was so unclear as the ceilings are tooo high!
But it was so beautiful.
When I stepped inside the room, I had a very strong feeling. Is like, it really have difference whether you are inside or outside the room. It was really awesome!

oh ya! Guess what I had for lunch?? Gelato!!! LOL!! But it was so nice!!!!!!!
and of course, expensive.
2 scoops for 3 Euros. =x
There goes my first Gelato(:

Next, was to go to a.. I forgot what it was called =x
It’s like a “flea market” but is in “Art Form”. Hmm…

Know what I meant by it now? haha!

Next, we went here…

Can see the sky thru the hole high up there!

Next, Trevi fountain!!
I love this!!

Face behind of the fountain. Hold the coin with your right hand. Throw it over your left shoulder(:
Remember to make a wish before you throw! XD

a random shot when walking pass a shop.

BIG?

Final Destination, the Colosseum.
Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.

So near yet so f a r

Getting nearer…

:’(

By the time we reached there, it was already 6.25pm and the ticket counter had already closed.
DAMN sad. I wanted to go in SO much!!!!!!!
No fate.
All we could do was stand outside. Sigh!!!!

Why do we only had a day here in Rome.
Budget? Maybe.
Really sad, sad, sad case.
If there is chance in the future, I would like to come back Rome and of course, to the Colosseum
Every time, I could only see it on books, internet or television.
A lot of us were hoping so much that we could enter.
Well, we were all too late

Went to have our dinner nearby and went back to the hotel for night.
Legs were tired but it was worth everything!
Rome, nice place to be in.

One day? Definitely NOT enough.

PS: I didn’t upload all the photos. It would be too much. I just randomly pick.
Poor shot Not good camera. Perhaps it’s time to change it =x HAHA!
(:

Haven’t adjust back yet because of jet lag.
This is bad and I don’t have enough sleep and rest despite me having and needed to start my work already.
OMG! What am I supposed to do?

Wanted to blog about the trip but no time.
Got to catch up with my anime-s and dramas.
Just so much to do.
Most importantly, I got to adjust back my body clock and sleeping hours!!!
This is going to be HARD!
HELP!!
Any remedy? HMMMMM!!

I am not playing or acting secretive or what.
I have my reasons.
One of them would be, very simple; I want to rest.
To be un-contactable.
To enable myself to really rest without knowing what is it happening around me, be it friends or what.

MIA. Perhaps, this would be the easiest explanation.

So, if I want let any of you know that I am back, I will.
Stop asking around.
According to my sister, some even called up to my house.
That’s so.. unbelievable.

I mean like, if anything, one could simply leave me a message via facebook, twitter or even an email.
In the beginning before I left Singapore, I already said or told anyone that I will be leaving for one month plus.
And I can have people asking when it was only like… two weeks?

Maybe some of you might think that I am mad or ridiculous but…
Don’t I have rights to decide what I want to do?
If I want to say, i will say.
If I never give a proper answer, it’s because and very obvious that I didn’t want people to know.

If anyone is concern about me, please remember that, one month is NOT even up yet.
Anything just leave a message to me.
Thanks for your concern. Really appreciate it.

Perhaps, “you” just don’t understand me enough.