Today, first day

I am so tired now.
First day at work, ok la.
ytd cant get to slp.
now very sleepy.
that’s all i wan to say.
shan’t blog any long.
nights!

Pull Back By the Tears

Today is a very special day. Went back to temple for the festival of joy and it’s had been a great day as Keishu Sama is with us. I enjoyed the day and was glad that everything is a success. After the service, charlotte wanted to see and talk to me so yupp, we did. The design of the YA shirt, she was hopefully that i could help out with it and the performance and things, but sadly, she can’t contact me as that week that she called was the week that my phone was spoiled. Oh well, no fate but at least, i did gohoshi on friday(: I would need to help her to do something again, so will get to stay contact in phone. LOL! She had been a nice lady, just that…. Hmm, shall not talk about it here. Did the human chain thingy to help out to bring the chairs from third level to first level. Haha! was fun yet a bit of tired after that, but it was very fun doing that. Most important, i am glad that i am able to help out.

After that, went to have my lunch which was already 5.30pm. HAHA! That was my first meal of the day despite the timing=x
Went home, had a short rest and shower and do my work!
Hopefully i can complete it before i sleep today too!
Deadline is tomorrow!

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At least you had try your best!

I am a bit busy to blog lately=x
so all quite short posts=C
haha!

anyway, today went to support catherine at Far east plaza.
sadly, she did not get into the finals.
of course everyone was upset, when there is always next time to try it and improve the skills(:
so i hope, catherine would not give up so easily and try harder!
today she did say something which kinda disappoint me.
oh wells!

took a lot of photos when walking the whole of orchard with the christmas lightings!
very nice and cute(:
photos with SeeTheng.
will post up some after i get it from her(:
hehe!

tml got to be a long day i think.
last day to relax before going to work on monday!

argh! and i think i shouldn’t work when the intern is there!!!
they should ask me go back after the intern leave on 26nov-.=
like, she do the thing, then what i do..
aiyoyo!~
i know got money la, but, i don like when i get money for doing nothing-.=

anyway, this exhibition is cool la!!!!
at science centre..
about body, our body!!!

http://www.bodyworlds.com.sg/

anyone want to go??
but it’s a bit expensive =x
$21~~~~~
but still i hope to go
so anyone interested?
go check out the webby, it’s really cool!~

ok la, logging off now.
got to do some work though now it’s already 3.21am =x

toodles!!~

Future without the feelings

Did gohoshi in the morning till “don know what time” after taking things from auntie ting from the temple.
Quite fun. Though got some communication with the people there.
As in, i think “like this” nicer, they think “like that” nicer. LOL!
no chance giving suggests that i thought would be better for the decoration, i mean like, i did la, but wasn’t taking into a bit of consideration.
Perhaps because i am just a “little kid” compared to the rest! haha!
Some uncle which suggested the same idea as me, people did according and think he gave a god idea.
But when i was the one who said it, they said like, “don’t think is nice” etc. LOL! So funny! haha!
Well, it all doesn’t matter. It’s the experience that counts(:
Everything was pretty much done nicely.
Was glad that i was able to help.

Passed the stickers to them. Needed to be today cause Sunday they need it.
Can’t be tomorrow as i would not be free, and Sunday, too many person, don’t think i would see them as too many people would be attending. LOL! So it had to be today. Thought of stupid idea, like leaving it at the letter box, but i think, it was dumb of me =x
Went but i didn’t see anything that i didn’t want to(:
That’s a very good news!

Did some cleaning up.
And,
i cut my hair.
Sister went to camp and would be back only on monday.
Mum did not cook today.
Realised that “Tegami Bachi” there is manga online-.=
ARGH! So i spent my time reading it!
Very exciting, one of the anime which currently i am watching very week.
I like the story. After reading the manga, I am even more excited.
But of course, it’s not completed yet
But well~~

Any tomorrow will be going down to Far East Plaza to support Catherine for her singing competition.
Voting counts too!
Time is 5-9pm!
So if you are free, do go down to support her, alright? (:
Thanks a lot! =p

Toodles

A World New World

Today, it’s my first time in my life watching, “Aladdin”…
LOL=P
it’s true ok? not funny!
wahahaha!~
Quite nice though it’s a bit bored in the beginning.
but the songs in the show are very nice(:
hehe!

tml got to wake up early!

It’s fated or not?

I am sooo happy!!
i am proud that i saw the meteor shower!! wahaha!
i was waiting since 12am..
was at my living room…
walking too and fro, thinking should i look at the sky at my living room that side, or to the kitchen that side.
I don know which place to choose
so i keep walking here and there.
was watching some anime to keep me awake till 3am.
after 3am, i was staring at the sky, non-stop!~
LOL=P
was on phone with my friend fro, 4-5.15am and hang up..
wanted to give up but i tell myself, since i wait liao, so why not wait longer?
so i decided to wait till 6am(:

and i am so lucky!
about 5 plus, i saw it!
i saw the meteor shower!
OMG!
it’s damn nice!
wanted to take photo but no time for that la!
no time to make a wish too!
LOL=P
SeeTheng managed to see too..
YeeCheng and YongShuang were at Japanese Garden!
so cool!
i will nv forget the scene!

The Fool’s Progress

I always thought that Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood wasn’t as nice and exciting as the old version, but now it’s 5.09am i am still awake watching it! LOL=P

I stopped at episode18 few months ago and now, i am at episode 24 since i watch it from 3.30am.. I can’t stop it cause it’s getting more excited! OMG! latest is 32, hopefully i can complete them before i K.O.! LOL! HAHA!

Beyond the Differences

Reached home at 5.15am after going out to help me friend for him art thingy. Quite fun helping too. But was kinda tired when it’s about 4am, my sleeping time.

Slept till about 1pm then i woke up. Was supposed to wake up at 10am to go to get back my phone from service centre but hahaha! I can’t wake up on time with friend waking me up, with my sister and mother waking me up-.=

Get back my phone and so GREAT! ALL my contacts are GONE! People whom i can rmb is so limited. I can only rmb, SeeTheng, PeiYu, Wilson, Catherine, SingYi, MeiQi, Venice, Ellin, JiaHao and QingXiang. The rest, i don’t know how to get back!! >.< So argh!!! Very sad lehx! A lot of long lost friends de contact it's now all gone-.= Sighs!

Today i havent had any dinner yet and it's already 11.29pm!!! Beginning to feel hungry already=x hehe!

Got to do things and drafts for my class show thingy by this week.
Tomorrow, finally going out! haha!
Wednesday going out with classmates,
Thursday, meeting Auntie Ting in the morning.
Friday, i rmb i have something on.
Saturday, i am free.
Sunday, not free!(:

and monday!!
WORK!!!
OMG!!!
23 Nov till 8 Jan i will be working!
and 11 Jan is the starting of the new term in school!
argh! haha! but well, working cause i need money for my art materials and my violin lessons fees(:

got to use my free time to plan and do my work already! No time to play play! LOL!

Class show, Theme: Solitude.
got to crack my head!!
any ideas to share? haha!
got to write my biography too!
i don know how to and my english not good!
HELP!!
LOL=P

don worry, i would figure it out myself(:
hehe!
okay, i am getting hungrier now =x
it's 11.43pm now, should i eat something for my dinner cum supper?
But i would gain weight!!
argh!!!
what shld i do?
hahaha!

The Spirited Horse that run faster with Courage

These few days, didn’t go out. Didn’t have the mood to go out too. Was totally just slacking around at home. Handphone spoiled, days at home were very quiet, as in, no one contact me. But some did call up my home, other than that, none.

I must say that i am very happy these few days after hearing some good news. (:
Really, my trust was not misplaced. I am glad that what i hope and pray is becoming a truth.

Now is 9.51pm already! But later got to meet one of my friend at McDonald to help him do some collage thingy. Finally there is something for me to do! (:

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Heavy Chain; Big Change

During one of my older post, I remember that i wanted to talk about the changes about me. Now that i have the time, i think i shall talk about it? I guess, it would be a long long post? Haha! Let’s see then.

Where should i start? I am not very sure though.

Primary school? Let talk about it a bit.
Hmm, seriously, i enjoyed it a lot especially during primary 5 and 6. Primary 5, i met a lot of nice people whom i am still in contact with(: People like, RuiYing, JiaHao, QingXiang, Benson etc. I won’t forget the days we had and played together. Of course, Joanna, YouNi, YouMian and Bishi too! RuiYing and me, were very closed during our primary school. We shared a lot of things. She would be at her grandma’s house after school. So whenever i am free, i would go over to play and chat. It’s fun! I missed the days! She was someone whom i can talk and confide too. I knew her actually primary one when we were tuition. We had the same teacher. But it was during Primary 5 that we were in the same class and brought us closer. She is really a nice person and we went to the same secondary school too. JiaHao and QingXiang, we were kind of closed too, even till now. They both were just like my brothers, who really care about me a lot. They really look after me as if i am their sister. After all, three of us were born in March. Benson, a nice guy too. A very tall guy who like to “bully” me and RuiYing! But it was fun playing with them. YouNi, YouMian and Joanna, they are also nice and fun people! I was once very closed with them and would go to their house to play, to dance! I learnt a lot of things from them too. Primary 4, I had two good friends, Celestine and Felicia, but the sad thing was, in primary5 we were separated and so, all of us went our way and didn’t contact each other. It was so coincidence when i get to know that we were going into the same secondary school! I got to say that, i got back contact with Celestine since we were in the same CCA, chinese orchestra, so we would went home together since we leave near each other too. but Felicia? She had her own group of friends, whenever she walked pass me, she would act as if she don’t know me at all. It’s kind of sad. I always wanted to smile to her, but hasn’t got the chance to do so. But on the other hand, i was afraid.

Secondary school days. The days where I got to experience what is happy, sad, painful etc. Is the days where i want to forget and where i want to keep. It’s contradicting but it doesn’t… At least for me. Though me and RuiYing went to the same Secondary school, we were in the different class. We did went recess together with Jean, but soon, they found their own group of friends and I, myself decided to move away from them. Cause to me, I felt that i was their burden. They didn’t want to leave me alone but it’s the truth that they enjoy being with others.So i decided to go away from them. I was very not active in making friends, who don’t talk much in class, a quiet person. It’s like, I was alone, without any friends. Days passed by and I would survive even with only myself. Of course i did talked with my classmates, but i wasn’t able to treat them as my friends then. The school ends and i would go home straight and would not went loitering around.
Being promoted to Sec2 was a very happy thing for me. This was when i get to be more able to speak up more. I made friend with SeeTheng who was sitting beside me since when i was in sec1 and sec2, she was being appoint ti sit beside me too. Slowly, we did become closer and get to meet more people like, SingYi, Tiffany, Catherine, ShengLi and XueLi etc. I was so glad then. It’s like finally i had friends whom i can share things with. Things get better and i met PeiYu in Sec 3 and even get closer with her the following year. Haha! Sec 3, went to cambodia with friends who were taking art. And was very close with Venice over that rather then with Catherine, PeiYu and ShengLi! Sad things happened over then with misunderstanding but well, it was solved very soon. It’s fun going oversea with friends! It’s enjoyable.
The following year were fun too! A lot of my first time!! Like, doing art coursework till late night in school, being the class assistant monitress, but perhaps, it’s also the first time where i was able to feel and know what a real nightmare was… After N level, I went to find job with Ellin, SingYi and Jermain and YAY! We got to the same job and there was when we become very close with each other. But I was closer with Ellin as she was my “table-mate” in school. Haha! The working times were so fun and enjoyable! I won’t forget the people we met there! They were all so nice to me! Miss them so much!

Secondary 5, final year in my secondary school life. I experience a lot of things throughout this year. Was the assistant monitress again but was fun, working with Venice. Miss Hoe left us during this year too. This was the year, where i started to drift away from my friends too. I do regret when i think of it now, but it was too late. If possible, i would want to go back in time to change my decision back then. If i knew things would be what it is now, i will definitely not made that decision that day. Haha! But well, i guess it’s okay? I was able to experience another set of things too. LOL! After o level, went back to Zara again and become close with Huplian and YongShuang and others. Though the time were short, but i am sure we all enjoyed ourselves! I won’t forget those days! NIce seniors i had met there too! HEHE! Had our O level results and got to choose our school whether to go Poly, ITE, etc. I went to TP!! And was able to meet nice people! Especially WeiRu! She really give me a lot of support back then, even now, she still does(: I am glad that i was able to meet her.

Went to Ice skating almost every once a week with HupLian, WanHao and XiaoQing. Met Kengi, and those days were real fun! Haha! I really enjoyed myself a lot too. Emotions were getting out of control and finally, i lost the control of it. I lose the battle and was in hospital for one week. I was overdosed by my anti-depression tablets. But i would want to say that, those day in hospital were so relax and stress-free, nothing to think about, nothing to sad about. Sent messages to my friends that i was warded and a lot came visited me. I was not alone as what i thought. It let me realised a lot of things. Finally could discharged from the hospital and did not go to the birthday celebration, nevertheless, it was a great success of the plan. About two weeks after my discharged, school started. Who knows, i wasn’t recovered from my illness and that lead me to visit the hospital very often. With some reasons, i got to defer my studies to next year and yes, i did. Met up some friends to talk and to catch up with each other. Discovered one bad news which made me so worry and that i was at lost of what to do. I knew i couldn’t do anything to help, but to pray. One month later, everything was alright and i was very happy and i hoped lesson were learnt and that things won’t happened again. And i sincerely believe it won’t happen again, till now i do still believe. Met a lot of mishaps and had misunderstanding with friends. I wanted to protect someone yet in the end, i got hurt myself. Was at home resting until one day, my cousin introduced me to a job at kelly services during november last year. The environment as quite alright for me and i enjoyed working there. Everyone treated me very well. The job there wasn’t too difficult for me too. During working, i still take leaves to visit the hospital for my appointment. Did something which i feel very regretful. I wasn’t being force, but the way i was being treated was like, “shit”? I don’t know how to describe it and i would never forget that one night. All i do was to make someone happy, yet i made someone sad and regretful about it. I was so sorry about everything but, it is something painful. I won’t ever make that kind of mistakes again. I don’t want to hurt anyone anymore.

Christmas Day, it was actually a day which i hate most, but again, it was a day which i love most! Contradicting here, but well… Ok, don’t want to talk about it here. The year soon ended with sadness and pain in my heart. A brand new year with a brand new year, i supposed it should be? But it wasn’t for me. I had to gone through the pain and decision making for something and that even now, i would still never forget. Or should i say, i would never ever forget. I had gone through everything myself. I wasn’t allow to tell anyone about it. If i were to tell, i would be destroying the image of whoever and…. I had to keep quiet and not to tell anyone. There was someone who i could share things to, but the things i did to protect, doesn’t seem to be appreciate. It’s okay(: After all, it’s all my fault. Everything was settled and one week later, i got to know of a news that brought me to hell again. It was just one week after everything was settle and i was being treated as…a rubbish? I was thrown to one side. I was just being used to satisfy someone. Never mind, cause no one force me to do the things i did. No one force me at all, i did it at my own decision. Moreover to me, if everyone is happy and having their own happiness, I wouldn’t mind if i am sad or alone. I just want everyone around me to be happy. I won’t blame anyone for anything, cause i am the one who caused myself. I needed support to bring myself up again. So, i told my friends about the problem that i was facing. Hatred and sadness grew. But they know that i wouldn’t want them to hate anyone. Friends were upset and some, even cried for me. I knew i got to get myself up from where i fall. I don’t want who to hate who. But i hope lesson is learnt by everyone. I don’t want to see the same thing happening to anyone again. I had been through, and i know it’s very painful to recover yourself. During this period of time, i became closer with some of my friends, like SingYi. She really help me a lot and really is a good listening ear. In March this year, i went for a holiday to oversea. To relax and to clear my mind. And certainly, it helped. But the place that i went was so coincidence with someone. I guess, i wouldn’t dare to go there again. Haha. Joking la! But going oversea, really help! Went back to work place and everything was alright. Something happened to me and that i had to go through some brain test and health check. Reports came and another shocking news to me. Never mind, i got to accept that. Perhaps it’s a mistake that i choose in the beginning. But i did not let anyone knew about the report. But now, a few people know already, cause of the game that i played, “truth or dare”. Game rules uh? Well, i dare to say cause, i had came to accept it.

End my work during July cause school starting for me. Till now, school had been fun and with really nice people. Reena and Lawrence were the one that i first knew. Then later i got to know the class better. Like, ChingWen, YulHee, QiYang, Iman, YiZhou, Sheryl, XuLing, Brendan etc. And that was then, i realised i had changed….

Comparing the “YuLing” in the past and now…
Actually there is a big difference.
I can say that i am more sociable now(: HAHA!
In the past, i don like to talk much but now-.=
I talk so much in school la-.=
Really i am la!! >.< LOL=P
but sometimes, i do feel a bit of discomfort cause it's like, i am not being myself..
it's rare that i would talk to much to my classmates..
well, i feel that it's rare..
And of cos! I am stronger now too!
I won't cry so easily; i am not a cry baby anymore! That's a very good news!!!
I am more talkative now too! Sad sia! talk so much in school! LOL=P
But i guess, that's a good thing.

Some of my friends said that, i haven't change a bit, not a single bit.
I am still the one who always think of other before myself, the person who believe and trust others easily etc.
I don't hold any hatred towards anyone, not even to those who had hurt me deeply in the past. I don't.
I don't see the need to hate someone.
At least, they are once kind to me. Hehe(:
Once a friend, is always a friend, that's what i believe.
Whoever needs my help, i will help no matter what!
It's my good point and my bad point. LOL=P
But, i think that, i am not as nice as what people think.
I don't know which is my true self.
But whatever it is, i am now living each day happily!!
wahaha=p
I got to have gratitude to those who had been kind and nice to me even if we never meet before.
I got to repay them.

This is such a long post. But i am happily typing all out. Haha!
It's kinda weird….
But i really learnt a lot of things..
and i learnt that…

Everyone wants to be happy. The closest I’ve come in my understanding is to try and be kind as possible to myself and those i met.

I am happy if those around me are happy and having their own happiness.

There is a relationship between happiness and kindness.
Practice compassion if you want to be happy and others to happy(:

Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence and prepare your future without fear.

The tears will dry, the smiles will fade, but the memories will last a lifetime.

Very little is needed to make a happy life.

Just be yourself, and take things with your own pace.

it’s better to believe than to doubt.

Doubting is easy, it’s something all of us do, so i hope i can be someone who can believe in others. Cause i b-live, surely i could lend strength to someone.

People aren’t born with kindness. Kindness is something that develops and the heart that grows inside our body is our conscience. That’s why it takes on different forms, depending on each person.

People had “kindness” that were difference

Desire is something that everyone is born with. But kindness is something which people have to hand make for themselves. So that’s why it is easily misunderstood, or taken to be hypocrisy.

Take today’s tears, and make them tomorrow’s strength(:

When deep injury is done to us, we never recover until we forgive… Forgiveness doesn’t change the past, but it does enlarge the future.

Loving someone is never a mistake. Sadly though, it may end even your regrets are part of you.

You can’t just open the door and invite sorrow in.

If a person has an allocated amount of happiness in one lifetime, right now, I think i’ve already used half of that amount.

There are people who would give up their umbrella if it means they get wet.

If you give up without even trying, you’re only pushing that pain onto other people. Those you hold dear, those you want to protect, they’re the ones who’ll bear the burden in your place. In order not to lose you, who won’t even protect yourself. One who thinks so little of his/her own life doesn’t have what it takes to protect anyone. If you give up on yourself and act like you are the star of your own tragedy, can you live with the pain you’re causing yourself and others?

I came to understand these and these sentences really help me to go through a lot a lot of things.
It makes me learnt how to be happier sometimes.
And sometimes, these sentences could help other people too. This is a very great thing! I am happy whenever i get to help someone and be someone’s listening ear. haha!
Okay la, i think i stop here? It’s super duper long post already!
Well, i don know i took how long for typing out this post and i wonder if anyone would read the whole post or not.
LOL=P
but at least, i did type out what i wanna type since last week.
I am happy enough to at least type it out.
Whether if anyone reads, it doesn’t matter anymore(:
hehe~

I would be happy(:

I hope they won’t.

First day of my holiday. Hmmm, how should i put it? Exam are over, but i can’t feel the happiness. I feel so bored even though i should be happy and enjoying myself. Oh wells! I guess, school is a lot better! haha!

Woke up at 11.45am to service my phone. It was spoilt from last friday till now that i had got the time to go service it. Was preparing myself for exam ma, so yupp, no choice. The service centre was at jurong, lucky me(: Oh ya! I saw GuoQiang on my way to bus stop. HAHA! I finally remember that he stayed just few blocks away from my house. haha! But well, he won’t recognised me though. LOL=P Anyway, he is someone whom i met when i worked in zara after my n level and now he is the manager liao! Time flies……

Waited for about one hour for my turn. And finally it’s had been brought to the service centre. My poor phone!! LOL=P

After which, me and sis went to IMM to have our lunch(: hehe.

Went home, i directly went to bed till 8pm. I was so tired. Perhaps because i had not sleep for a long time already?? LOL=P! Had dinner, watched some videos and now here i am! (:

Ok la, guess i going to stop here soon?? hehe. bye people(:

Nights.

Let go of your treasures

“Quiet your mind and use your heart.”

or I shall say,
Quiet my mind and use my heart……..

I hope it’s not the same ending. I could see the difference but some part of me, i am worry.
Worry that history might repeat.
But i have got to believe.

Quiet my voice and soul and use my heart….

Exam; Day 2- Drawing and Design Process

Woke up by 6.45am and prepared myself to go to school early. In the end, managed to reach school at about 8.15am and i started to place my work on the panel and the table. Was very afraid that i couldn’t finish it on time even though i was early to set up my things. in the end, the time was just right. Thanks god!

Went to Student lounge again. Before that my group of friends went to 2nd Floor to register for the open house thingy. We had all registered for being the student leader during next year’s open house which is on January 15 and 16. So come down support me horx! LOL=p It’s going to be sooo fun! hehe! After that then we went to student lounge to play!! wahaha! We played UNO! er… Murderer and Detective, poker cards etc! SO FUN LA!! OH YA! And Cheat! Unlike yesterday, i am happier today. I had enjoyed myself(: Went for lunch at about 12.30pm.

5.30pm, went back to studio and had debrief. Over all, today was alright. hehe(: Not going to post my work here cos i had no pictures=x hehe.

Anyway, that’s all? today gonna slp early as i only slp for less than 2 hours today

Night ppl!

Exam; Day 1 – 3D Studies

/updated on 11 Nov ‘09, Tuesday

YES!! I had my exam! So long didn’t have exam already. Everything is fine for me. Just that i am very tired. Slept at 5am this morning and woke up at 7am. Wanted to wake up early but can’t, was too tired.

So yupp! Assessment today was for 3D studies.
Reached school at 8.30am and faster set up my stuffs. Yesterday i had already bring some to school already as my works were very bulky and heavy!! Paste my label and everything the table neatly and off we went to the student lounge to rest and wait till it’s 5pm. During this period we are not supposed to go home, but yet, there were a lot of people who actually went home. We are able to stay around Bugis area though! LOL=P Me and my classmates went to the student lounge and i slept for about 30mins. We went to McDonald to have our lunch(: YUMM YUMM!! It had been a while ever since i ate chicken burger. haha! OH! we went to Peace Centre to eat and it’s my first time went to peace centre. Then i tried to be funny. I told Reena, “next time, we quarrel then we come here to eat.” Then she laughed at me. LOL! It’s so “lame”! hehe=x After that, we went back to student lounge to wait for time to pass and reach 5pm. A lot of people were sleeping in the student lounge though. I was sooo bored!! And it was so cold inside.

Everything ended at 5pm and we were asked to keep the project which we had got a “tick” on our label. Cause the school wanted it for exhibition. And so, my “Juxtaposition” was chosen(: hehe! Anyway got to upload my work here. I think it’s kinda cute la. Hehe! I had upload in fbook long ago but not here.

This is my final work for the theme, “Juxtaposition”. (:

Front view.

Sandwiches.

Strawberry cake.

Cup.

Top view.

So any comments or opinions for my work? (: hehe!

Finally my 3D studies ended!! So happy but got to work for both my drawing and design process for tml’s assessment! Jiayou!!

Finally!

Happy Birthday to you, Catherine(:

Though i am not able to celebrate with you due to my exam and would be having violin lesson today, hope you wouldn’t mind the belated celebration later this week or next week. I am so sorry, hope you would understand. (:

Enjoy yourself too alright? (:

Anyway, now is 4.15am!! and i got to go sleep and wake up at 7am for lesson at 9am!! Don’t worry, i can wake up de! But again, i have not alarm clock My handphone is spoilt and currently i had no phone with me. How to set my alarm? Better leave a note to mum to ask her wake me up when she went to work! haha! I have no time to bring my phone to service centre My phone went “bye bye” on friday, suddenly! And that saturday the centre opened till 1pm and i just woke up that day. ARGH! Nvm, wait till thursday then i go(: But what i wry is, it’s beyond repair!!

Countdown to 2 more days!

These few days really no time to blog! I am just so busy! Argh! Time to rest i will go facebook. That’s all i can do. Even my anime, i didn’t get to watch at all! Sighs! Never mind! Endure a bit then will over le!

Anyway got to go some short update for each day.
Hmm, here i go(:

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Friday, 6 Nov 09
Went to school for lesson and had a talk with YiZhou Jie-Jie about one girl. And i was shocked to find out that this kind of personality only appeared in show and televisions. Sighs! It’s just so sad. But i won’t get myself to believe this. Perhaps i should try to understand this girl but too bad, she wasn’t in my class. Never mind, i shall find chance to talk to her myself. I believe whatever she does, she would have her reason. Been really very sociable in school each day. Yesterday talked with Sheryl, today with YiZhou Jie-Jie. And i guess, i could really mix well with my classmates. Just like in secondary where i am well-liked. I guess i am? “a bit 不要脸” haha! But i am proud of myself for being easily approach by them to talk to me about their problems(: hehe! I can seriously see the difference between the “YuLing” from secondary school and now. Will blog about this next week. Seriously i had been wanted to talk about it since the past few days. Sighs!

oh ya! saw lissy at bugis junction so i accompanied her to walk around since she was alone. And sad to announce that, my phone is spoiled!! OMG!!!! So yes, currently i have no handphone with me. House, don’t have any spared phones too! I guess it’s good also. Exam period, no one contact, also not a bad idea. Got to bring my phone to service centre earliest next thursday so got to endure till then. So anything, contact me thru msn(:

Saturday, 7 Nov 2009
Slept at 7am and woke up at 1pm for lunch. Yes, i slept so “early” caused of my work. Supposed to accompany Catherine for some audition but i can’t make it. Got school stuffs to handle. Hope she understands but i think she is kinda angry about it? Went to IMM to get my stuffs after dinner and continued with my work.

and, Happy Birthday to HupLian! (:

Sunday, 8 Nov 2009
slept at 7am again but woke up at 2.30pm=x after lunch, went shower and do my work. Completed all my work except for the 200 sketches which is due on wednesday. I am so glad! haha! Will upload my works here next week after my exam too. Facebook already had it! But will upload here too la(:

Had my friend to help me pass message to her(: Once again, Happy Birthday to you(: Hope you enjoyed yourself to the fullest(: hehe!

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ok, done with today blogging! LOL!

Few days to go!

I am so excited to look forward on Sunday(: Jiayou!
Catherine having audition on Saturday, good luck too!

Today in school was okay. Was talking more than i am doing work with sheryl =x haha!
Thanks for sharing with me about urself. I am glad cause is like, i had known my classmates better in some way or another.
I hope my smile and laughter i had today are real, not act.
(:
hmmm…..

got lots to to blog about but time is running out…

Giving up the hopes and…

Today is a bad bad day for me.
I did something stupid.
Morning was super unlucky.
That’s all.
I think i have used up my luck and happiness.
All left for me it’s just those…..
Nvm, i will find ways to enjoy out of it.

Sad and happy is only one line of the difference.
Why did i wan to choose sad when i can choose to be happy?
so ya, I won’t wan to change sad anymore.
Not anymore.
What’s happy mean to me?
If the ppl around me are happy, have the happiness that they want, it’s enough, i would be very happy too.

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Out of my league or perhaps, not?

very very very sleepy today! Slept at 4.30am and woke up at 7.20am. Purposely left house late cause i trying to be funny, don’t want to be the first or second to reach class.

Well, usually i am the first, if not second. LOL=P So today want to be naughty, wanna be late. Usually left house at 7.45am, but today, i left house at 8.05am. WHO KNOWS!! I only late for one minute and still the first few to reach the class! OMG! haha! I find it very funny! hehe!

Had bread for lunch only. Went home had a short nap and do my work. Changed my plan, hopefully this plan would work, if not, sigh!!! I know i am lacking of time. I will had to try my best.

Jiayou and wish me gd luck bah!

Hang on or give up

i feel soo sad and seriously on the edge of giving up.
i screwed up my design process work.
I kinda destroy and it looks so, sighs!
my initial idea is like, being destroyed?
what am i gg to do now?
i got no time to re-draw it.
I had to just continue it.
i guess, i can’t score well for this anymore.
hopefully, at least a “C-” for this.
argh!
yes, is tt serious!~
it’s making me feel like aiyo..
i don know la!
got to just continue to do and see how it turn out.
totally no mood to blog out what happened today.

i shared with someone else, but the feeling is super different.

Anti-Clockwise Turning; Nightmare

short post:

I don’t know what am i doing. I know i am lacking of time to do my work, but today, i really got no motivation to do my work. How am i going to find my motivation again? Sigh! I am left with one week. And i still got the 200 sketches which i only had done 20 pieces! Any kind souls can help me with it? I really need help! ARGH!

I am getting lazier each day, i think i am but my parents said it’s not good to sleep so late everyday at 6am. But i got no choice. Well, i got choice but this is how i planned my schedule, so i got to follow it.

Anyway, my post and my title of the post, sometimes they do link to each other but sometimes it’s just the description of my feeling, emotions or thoughts when i am typing the post out, nevertheless, please don’t put too much thoughts about it. Haha(:

Sighs! Got to get back with my work now! Sorry guys! Chat with me online to help me release my stress alright? HELP!!!!!

Looking through the glass

Now is 4.09am and finally had finished my drawing final project! So happy! Next time will post up my work(:, not today though=x

Yesterday i mention that I went back to my sec school? haha! Took some pics over there(:

Remember the place where i sat when i was in the orchestra. It was so cold and i always shiver! haha! Miss those days. (:

I think last time don’t have the trees.

Don’t think there had a table and chairs too…

Outside the staff room

And stupidly, i saw one teacher’s name, Xxxxxx Lee~ And i think i was so bad luck. LOL=P I wonder how this teacher looked like. haha!

The D&T workshop…

And in this room, we talked to Mr Koh for hours! haha!

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so today did a bit waste my time out to relax. hehe=x Slept at 5am and set alarm at 9am to do work but in the end, woke up at 1pm. Guess i am too tired again. Showered and went to IMM at about 4pm to get my materials for 3D project. Went with cousin and even saw my cousin, Lissy and family. haha! Her stomach it’s bigger le la! The year end due i guess. Bless her(: She had two sons already. Luckily it was a baby girl this time round. haha! Reached home at about 6pm and continued my drawing.

Had dinner and watched a bit of television, so about 11pm continued again. haha! and now it’s 4.21am soo….which means..

TIME TO SLEEP!! HAHAHA! lol=p

So tired now.. zZz
tml got to do design process work and study history for my test on monday argh!! time, please be slower!!~
sobsob!

Toodles!

What can i see from there?

short post:

today went back to sec school in the afternoon. Went back with SeeTheng and SingYi. Initially was to go there to get my n/o level’s coursework but was unable to. But i still decided to go since, i had already kinda promise the others. haha! Hmm, went to go canteen eat for our lunch but all the shops were almost closed, left the malay stalls and drink stalls. In the end, we went to CU instead. LOL=P haha!

Went to have a talk with mr koh and it was really fun and nice chatting! It really kinda help me relax too. haha! Went home about 5.10pm. Time flies very fast indeed.

Hmm, anyway, go to SIngYi’s blog from my link to read up more about what we did in school. Was really fun and, i miss those days when i am in the lower sec. Upper sec had it’s own happiness, but i prefer lower sec? Maybe. LOL=P

ok la, got to get back my work le(:
Time is running out!!

Down the Path of Light I See…

Now is actually 4.30am and yes, i am not asleep yet. Cause i just finished touching my western painting final work. Wasn’t tired nor sleepy yet. Perhaps i am so glad that i had at least done one of my work? haha! Let me share with you(:

Initial Compostition:

I liked this composition a lot but western painting is not included in exam so, teacher asked me to take away the things that were behind. I sad la, but because of “time don’t allow”, it become like this…

Close up

I find that the “books” were too simple? LOL=P ok, simple is nt the word to describe it, but well!~ And the vase, i changed to green colour.

the roses.

my “palette”! haha!

the water from the vase.

the “stupid” apple which i don know and no idea how to paint it!!

Final…

I would say, i am quite happy with the work la. Within one day, as in from 3.30pm to 6am and another day of touch-up for a few hours. Of course, the timing had included my dinner, watched anime etc la! haha!
I think it’s quite nice for me. I am satisfied with it(: If i got more free time, i will of cos, improve it. But i doubt i have the time=x

Yesterday, i was preparing for my 3D studies final project with the theme of, “Juxtaposition“.
meaning:
1. an act or instance of placing close together or side by side, esp. for comparison or contrast.
2. the state of being close together or side by side.

And so, i gave my work a sub-theme(: LOL=P
“Picnic”
I had the idea of making a teapot, cup and sandwiches. Today i gave teacher to see my product. LOL=P I only did the sandwiches ytd. The rest saturday will do it. Alvin saw it, he kept laughing, saying that mine was a very good example(: I was happy to hear that(: wahaha! I used my sandwiches to tricked a lot of classmates today! wahaha! it’s fun!

so yea, this is my sandwiches(:

Guess what is it made of?
Bread – Sponge
Tomato, Cheese, Ham and lettuce – Cardboard

Do you feel hungry after looking at it? wahaha! I am happy with this work of mine too(: haha!

After letting teacher; Alvin viewed it, he commented that i should make the sandwiches bigger and it would be more fun etc. And so, i got to look for sponge! My house no bigger or thicker de! anyone has it?? GIVE ME!! LOL=P! And i think of doing strawberry shortcake too! And i lazy to do the cup cos i tried ytd but turned out, “eee!” not nice-.= LOL! HAHA!

anyway, i think i gg to slp liao la! Tml no school but i think i gg sec sch to take my things!! Hopefully i can take!! sobsob!

toodles and nights!

*Please do comment for my art work if any(: *

Nostalgic Memories Accompany Pain…

Today supposed to go to home for my Investigating Art and Western Painting lesson, but i overslept=x Sadded! Cause i had prepared myself to ask Michelle some question yet… ARGH! That was so un-foreseen! But can’t really blame me. I slept at about 2.30am which is considered early but was coughing along the night while i was sleeping. Seriously, i had been coughing for months already, or it is half a year? I don’t know and wasn’t sure about it. It just happened for a long time already. Sighs! And the coughing seems to become more serious. So yea, was coughing while i was sleeping and couldn’t really get to sleep all that and in the end, i overslept! Argh!! Next week is the last week of school already! Hopefully next wednesday i can ask michelle the questions if not, hopefully i can think thru them myself(: haha!

Though today i didn’t not go school, i did my work for 3D(: And did my Essay till half way already, hmm, i guess is about 1/4? haha! Better than nth was done(: These few days were really very busy. And was panicked here and there cause of my work and afraid that can’t finish on time. Had been not having enough sleep lately. It’s really tiring, but the process of my work is really fun la! At times, i would be nervous all that but overall, it’s really fun=p

Yesterday i told SingYi something which i think i am like, not sociable? Hmm, actually from this week onwards, a lot of my classmates are staying back in school to do their work till 10.30pm then go home. I did not want to join then. Almost the whole class would be staying back? But me? I don’t like staying back in school. I don’t feel very comfortable at school doing my work. I like to do my work at home. Cause to me is like more relax and wouldn’t be so stress. But sometimes i am afraid that they; my classmates find me weird and not sociable. But well, this is me. Thinking back in Secondary school, i was able to stay back in school to complete coursework all that, but now, hahaha! Perhaps, i still havent got use to the days and the ppl around me? Yea, that might be a reason for it. hehe!

Since that i am busy, i realised that i wasn’t able to think about a lot of things. Like friends, those sad things, happy things, i had totally no time for them. In a way, it’s a good thing i supposed? haha! I am not running away la. Just that, really no time to think about all those. Heart only all about my final semester projects!! @.@ OMG! i am afraid tt i cant complete my work again liao!! ARGH!!!

okok! I go do my work liao!! BYEBYE!! =P

Toodles(:

Nodame Cantabile Second Trailer!

Basically today in school, i didnt do anything for my design and process work. Had ideas but, sad to say, i got to really kick off the habit of doing my things only at home but nt in school. Sigh! Chinese painting lesson as fine. Today was kinda easy(:

At home, i took a short nap. Afterall, i slept only at 4am and woke up at 7am for school. haha! Started for my 200 sketches, done only 6 today and then do some read up for my Investigating art’s essay. Borrowed a book from library and it’s a very very useful book!! wahaha!

Anyway, saw my title of this post? YES!!!
Nodame Cantabile! Most probably will be in Singapore during march and june. *if i am nt wrong!* haha!

So here is the latest trailer!!

OMG!! i am so excited for it!!! I think i see this trailer for more than 10 times today!!! aiyo!! haha!

Ok la, that’s all for today(: Got to do my work le.

Toodles and rest early ppl!

The Future Of Painful Thoughts Is…

Today, only history lesson! Was kinda going out late from house to train station, therefore no time plus i am lazy to wear socks and tie my shoe lace today, i wore slippers to school=x haha! Yes, i am that lazy today! haha!

Well, i slpt at only 6.30am and woke up at about 12pm to prepare for school today! Was dragging myself out of the bed and to shower. Packed my bag etc, and thus, didn’t realised the time and end up, went out late LOL=P

After history, went home and get ready for my violin lesson! When SeeTheng said that the bus was ready my house soon, i wanted to faster get down my hse, but my mother was still talking to me. Finally, our convo ended and i rushed to the lift. Then SeeTheng sms-ed me again, telling me that one more stop to my hse there liao, the lift opened, and i faster run to the bus stop sia!!!! And i saw the bus coming, then ran even faster and just on time la! I was panting non-stop in the bus @.@

aiyo!!~ I so looonnnnggg never run liao leh! old woman liao! haha! Today’s lesson, nt too bad(: Didn’t get to practice at home since last week but managed to play it quite well with teacher’s compliment(: hahaha! But well, “Long Long Ago” is my favo childhood song, that’s well i did not allow myself to play very badly. LOL=P HAHA!

Went for dinner at CU and went back home at 10pm. Didn’t talk for long cause i got no time to waste. Went home, register for exam and do some evaluation surveys for sch and started to brainstorm on my work.

Okay la, i am tired now liao! Got to slp soon moreover now is already 2.19am and i got to wake up at 7.15am. haha! But again, i am worry about my friend. She had been drinking since just now and i hope she will stop soon. Sighs. I will help her to clear up some misunderstand between her and ching wen. But relationship-wise, is not within my control, i can only listen. And Xueli thingy, i these frew days not much time, so really didn’t have the time to listen to her, feel quite guilty but well….I gt to rush my work first so i hope my other friends would understand too. ARGH!! GOT TO ENDURE 2 MORE WEEKS!! and it shall be over!

ok la, stop here liao!

Nights(: